Saturday, December 31, 2011

its new years ya'll : )

tomorrow is new years eve.. many of us will get all dolled up, go out with friends, watch the ball drop, celebrate the night away and wake up to a brand new year. isnt that just wonderful?!
 i love love love the idea of new beginnings and fresh starts. the old and done are well behind us and we find ourselves believing in the greatness to come in our future. such expectation is exciting and contagious but tonight i find myself thinking back on the wonderful year i have had.. the life changing year i have had..  and it brings a smile to my face and a tear to my cheek..i become overwhelmed with gratefulness.








tonight i'm still for a moment and reflect on all that the Lord has brought me through..

i'm so thankful for so much
HAPPY NEW YEARS YA'LL*!! 
i'm hoping we all take a look back on all the dirt and beauty that made up 2011, say a prayer, and walk confidently into the untouched and currently flawless year of 2012 knowing we serve a God that is for us!!!
- lrush 


Tuesday, December 27, 2011

short term missions.. YAY* or nay??


so this is the big question..  ARE SHORT TERM MISSION TRIPS HURTING OR HELPING?
i ponder on it often and feel like i could fight for both sides at times.. see i have witnessed both.. i have drank from a water well built by a team of short term missionaries.. i have slept under roof's built by two weekers coming in doing work and getting out.. i have hugged the long term missionaries who have been able to receive rest due to their short term teams coming in, encouraging them and giving a helping hand... i have lived with people who thought i would never do missions, now to be overseas serving, all due to a 9 day trip that opened their eyes and changed their lives..  then i have also seen the down side.. i have looked into the eyes of a generation and people group that are trained(due to past experiences) to run up to me for money because i am white and white people pass out money.. i have been that white person who walks in a room and feels the stigma of being american.. i have had to explain myself many a time to a community or family that i wasn't their to pass out money but to work along side them, that i was there to donate my time and hard work only to receive a face of confusion..  and i have loved on many orphans who sadly live a life learning that whites come in for a couple of days to help and then always leave never to return.. that they hear they are loved, but not enough for anyone to stay long enough to make a lasting impression.. i have hugged little girls with hard hearts towards white people, scared to open up once again only to be left behind once again..


so i found this article on missions untold and found it really interesting, it makes some good points..


and after reading i found myself still pondering the age old question... 


Many Christians have questioned the value of short term mission trips. There’s a progression of thought that typically occurs and it’s usually along these lines:
  1. Short term mission trips are great!
  2. Then we hear a pretty convincing argument that they’re terrible. We chew on that for a while.
  3. Then we balance out. We see they’re very important, though they have down-sides.
Most people go through these stages. It normally takes a few years to do this. If you’re in the first or second of these three stages, we’d like to spare you the anguish and help you sort the whole thing out.
The Taj Mahal
At first glance, mission trips seem great. Why wouldn’t they be? You share the Gospel or do Gospel-motivated works in a place that needs it. You bless the locals, and you bless the long-term team that’s on the ground there.
Then you talk to the not-so-optimistic person. They raise good arguments. “We’re creating an artificial dependance on Western countries. We’re stifling economic growth in local regions. We’re encouraging the white messiah complex.” They have a point. (Those points correspond only to 3rd world mission trips)
They say that raising $2,000-$3,000 dollars for a week or two, most of which is spent on the plane ticket, is a great waste of kingdom dollars. A team of fifteen people presumably raises about $30,000 dollars to do a mission trip. Wouldn’t that money be better spent given to the long term mission group on the ground?
Answer: Yes. The money would be better spent.
However, that’s not a possibility. No group of 15 people is going to raise $2,000 per person just to give it to a ministry that they’ve never been a part of nor understand how it works. That’s not human nature.
Also, that is a lot of money, but that money was raised from Christians and non Christians alike in one of the richest countries in the world. It’s not as if it was withheld from other churches and charities just to give to you; it was taken from the money that the earners could part with. If they hadn’t given it to a short term missionary, it would’ve gone into savings, or more likely, unneeded spending—good for the economy but detrimental to the soul.
Now the picture looks clearer. Is $30,000 better spent on a short term mission trip or on tech gizmos and nicer cars?
Most mission teams parter with a missionary or group of missionaries and church planters in the location to which they are going. The fruit of a mission trip is not only to reach people for Christ, they also help bring more people in contact with the long term missionaries on the ground. This way, the ministry is able to continue long after the short term trip, and maybe 2 months or 12 months later, they will come to know and follow Christ because of their relationship with the long-term missionary. It’s hard to measure how much influence a short term trip has, but they’re often the reason a person is able to come into contact with the ministry at all.
What’s a short term mission trip’s main purpose?
The main fruit of short term mission trips is debatable. One could say that it’s reaching people for Christ, or getting people connected with the long term missionaries there. But what about the team itself?
It seems the mission team itself might be just as affected or more than the target culture. It is a time when the more nominal among the group can sense the pressing reality of the Great Commission and dedicate their lives to a more faithful devotion to Christ.
One of the biggest payoffs is that on a short term mission team, there are normally a few people who have considered doing long term mission work. They don’t know what it’s like though, and making that commitment without ever doing a short term trip would be a huge risk. Mission trips serve as a sort of job shadowing opportunity for those interested in pursuing long term missions.
After short term and possibly mid-term mission trips, they might become full-time missionaries, and the fruit they bear is well worth the money spent in getting them to that point.
Are short term trips worth it? Absolutely.
What do you think is the main benefit of short term missions?


Saturday, December 24, 2011

MERRY CHRISTMAS


MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!!


I just got back from visiting friends in beaumont.. I jammed seeing people into three days and left feeling like I had gotten to hug and reconnect with those that I love and cherish*!


it was wonderful to see..
families get bigger
little ones now walking and talking
newlyweds happily married
friends graduating and moving into new seasons
orphans no longer without
smiles







It was great to hear what God had done in 2011 while I was away..


on another note, Christmas is tomorrow, and while I was wrapping presents this morning I couldn't help but begin to pray and thank God for his plans and provision even when I am insecure in the future and what I see around me.. I thought about Mary and how likely it was that she was nervous, scared, and insecure in her future as well, but chose to believe and trust God with her life and her babies life. so I sit and try to learn from her story, to believe and trust God MORE in this season of the unknown..


her story is such a testimony of God's faithfulness to provide and guide us.. it allows us to see that in the midst of chaos and the unplanned there is purpose.. that there is a bigger and greater picture than what we see in the moment of the here and now..


since I know how the story ends I sometimes assume that what Joseph and Mary did was easy and can over look it ..
I forget about the journey
the hardships and trials they faced
the times their plans fell through
the nights they fell asleep crying out to the Lord
the season of unknown they went through


does that encourage anybody else or just me ?! because i am extremely encouraged by that this morning..


im thankful for the reminder to keep truckin' and of course for our wonderful saviour : )





























Thursday, December 15, 2011

Oprahs's Favorite things?!! hmmm..

ok, so this isn't a blog about oprah's favorite things.. Its a blog about MINE*!! 
here are some organizations and shops i love, love, love and with christmas just around the corner i just had to share!!! 

click here for store locations near you !! 



JOIN in helping this organization reach their 20 million mark!! 
Read HERE for personal stories of lives touched : )





Here are some other foundations 

CURE- click here to find out more on how you can help deliver life changing surgeries and the good news of God's love to children and families suffering with curable physical disabilities.

RESTAVEK FREEDOM FOUNDATION- click here and join the fight against slavery .. did you know there is more slavery going on now than at any other time in history? its time to move!!!

AS OUR OWN- click here and find out how you can help this organization in rescuing children from slavery and sex trafficing, offer them aftercare, and fight for prevention. 

HAGAR CAMBODIA- click here to help Hagar in their mission to do "whatever it takes for as long as it takes to restore a broken life." these women and children are victims of sex trafficking and abuse. 

i hope this encourages you to make christmas much about Him.. 




Wednesday, December 14, 2011

need new christmas jams? this may help!!


so as i was scrummaging through relevant's articles today, i came across this one... and it was too great not to share! i mean who doesn't like finding new tunes.. specially christmas ones!!


take a listen and enjoy*!  

RELEVANT’s Guide to 2011 Christmas Music 


here are some of my favorites this season : )











Monday, December 12, 2011

my hearts cry


WELCOME TO MY NEW BLOG*!  



so last night i went to the village church in dallas with my friend carrie and we sang this beautiful song. 
we'll they sang, i wept. 
and the truth is i cant stop crying..  although i am getting better at containing and controlling my emotions (at least while i'm in the midst of others) THE WORLD RACE has made me a softy. everything hurts my heart.. EVERYTHING! the lord has been gracious to me in this time of transition but i cant get the faces of the people i miss overseas out of my head. i cant help but loose it when i close my eyes and i'm instantly back worshipping with little ones covered in dirt, belly's empty, but hearts full. it's like a movie, and yet its so personal because its not some made up story that flashes before my eyes, there memories lived. and i miss them. i miss their giggles and little embraces.. their sweet smiles and bright eyes. i miss the women of bangla road entrapped by human trafficking. the boys from teen challenge. the orphans from india... i just miss my life from the race. 

so i'm transitioning.. and with that comes discomfort, trial and error, and a continual tug a war between flesh and spirit.   
 i am struggling in resting and being content in this season of not knowing. i know the Lord desires for me to be still and reflect on all that He has showed and taught me through this last year... BUT ITS HARD.. AND ITS UNCOMFORTABLE.. AND I DONT LIKE IT ONE BIT*! 
i would much rather be writing about my awesome future plans for _________ !!! 
but thats just not my reality right now
  i just feel off because i was so good at doing that on the mission field..
 being still was kinda like my thing this last year.. 
i mean i was like REALLY good at it ; )
(kk thats for you haha) and now i cant do it..
 i'm wrestling and i'm losing! 
 i am learning to be patient once again!!! 
on the contrary.. 
it is a wonderful feeling to be home, i still have lovely friends i have yet to catch up with and hug tightly.. and everyday i wake up feeling more like a part of society! yay*!!
  
so for now i rest and wait on the lord to direct me... and while i wait, i sing and worship the one who changed me! 
this song is my hope and my answer for all the wrongs in the world
COME QUICK LORD*!!! 
On that day when I see
All that You have for me
When I see You face to face
There surrounded by Your grace

All my fear is swept away
In the light of your embrace
When Your love is all I need
And forever I am free

Where the streets are made of gold
In Your presence healed and whole
Let the songs of heaven rise to you alone

No weeping, no hurt or pain
No suffering You hold me now
You hold me now
No darkness no sick or lame
No hiding You hold me now,
You hold me now

In this life I will stand
Through my joy and my pain
Knowing there's a greater day
There's a hope that never fails

When Your name is lifted high
And forever praises rise
For the glory of Your Name
I'm believing for the day

When the wars and violence cease
All creation lives in peace
Let the songs of heaven rise to you alone
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No weeping, no 
hurt or pain
No suffering You hold me now
You hold me now
No darkness, no sick or lame
No hiding You hold me now,
You hold me now

For eternity
All my heart will give
All the glory to Your name